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cause thats what heartbreak is. it's feeling cold on the warmest of days. being alone in the dark in the sunshine. it hits you in waves, out of no where. completely washes over your entire body, chills, knots in your stomach, and your suddenly drunk on the heart wrenching memory of yesterdays. your eyes start to water and your throat starts to ache. and when your lips start to tremble, you realize concession guy and the girl behind you are looking at you like you just might jump off a Farris wheel and so you choke back the tears, close your eyes and breath. smile and wait for the wave to wash back in all the hurt. and you sit there pretending to be okay, just waiting for this episode to be over. and then it is. and youre confused on why you felt hurt in the first place just to completely understand when the cold black waters wash over you again...thats when you realize that heartbreak is not only for the alone on a cold rainy day. its on the brightest warmest days while your surrounded by love. thats when it hits you. over and over again. and the moments in between are your only time to breath. cause thats just what heartbreak is... |
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| pale, blue eyed angel slowly hit the floor
she kept on asking for just one more
burning sensation down her throat, bitter
taste kisses her lips. shes loving the
view behind these new set of eyes, and she
giggles and they whisper that she might die
the odd thing is she feels just fine. freckles lost
against the cold tan tile. arms under her suddenly
movement like a roller coaster, next thing she does
is open her eyes. "im fine, im fine" as her tiny toes tap
down the silent hallway, sadly, lonely, looking for the
arms of boy who does not love her. smile
escapes her lips as she sees him past the door,
pale blue eyed angel slowly hit the floor
and into a sleep with kisses on her neck and
sweet nothings in her ear. poor little girl.
she only wanted just one more.
as a tiny laugh escaped my bitter tasting lips
he asked me why i giggled. i turn over facing him,
"you are so warm!" i sounded more enthusiastic
then i intended him to hear. but he just smiled and
it made everything fine. then for the first time
i slid into a sleep beyond my dreams. and as the
cold wrapped around us, his arms wrapped around me.
<3
   uhh this is all i could get from my writers block.
tell me what you think? (:"You were like coming up for fresh air. It's like I was drowning and you saved me." |
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|  what kinda fool you takin' me for?
 And this will be the last time we'll be friends again. I'll get over you, and
you'll wonder who I am. And there's this burning like
there's always been. I've never been so alone.
All because of you, I believe in angels. Not the kind with wings. No, not the
kind with halos. The kind that bring you home, when home becomes a strange place.
Somedays you wake up feeling great, full of freedom and possibility.
But you haven't had one of those days in a long time. Maybe ever.
It takes so little not only to change something,
but to make you forget the way it once was as well.
so im sitting here. missing a hollow person. someone i once knew.
a ghost if you will. how can you miss something when it was
never there? how does it feel when you realize you love someone
who was never alive? it feels like an unspoken, needed goodbye.
-me.
I DO BELIEVE IT WILL BE OKAY, IF YOU JUST D. A. N. C. E.
im in the most amazing, horrible, wonderful, heartbreaking, fulfilling mood.
i love my life, and all the change that is starting to happen <3
ill give a better update when my life takes a chill pill (:
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